1 00:00:15,186 --> 00:00:16,979 Good morning, angel. 2 00:00:18,982 --> 00:00:20,984 Get up. Let's go shopping. 3 00:00:52,932 --> 00:00:56,603 What you don't even know, I'm a deadbeat man 4 00:00:56,686 --> 00:00:58,104 Never know when to fold 5 00:00:58,188 --> 00:00:59,689 What's wrong, Leia? It's a little bumpy. 6 00:00:59,731 --> 00:01:01,451 You're hittin' the brakes a little too much. 7 00:01:01,941 --> 00:01:03,985 Fuckin' up the vibe back here. What's goin' on? 8 00:01:06,278 --> 00:01:08,823 Far away from my home 9 00:01:08,907 --> 00:01:11,950 In this hot ass town, but my blood still cold 10 00:01:12,035 --> 00:01:15,705 And better let them know 11 00:01:15,789 --> 00:01:21,211 When you see them that you make sure they pay you 12 00:01:21,294 --> 00:01:24,671 Pay you in cash 13 00:01:24,756 --> 00:01:27,717 I don't do favors 14 00:01:27,801 --> 00:01:31,304 I don't do that 15 00:01:31,387 --> 00:01:34,807 You don't want to see me 16 00:01:34,891 --> 00:01:38,186 See me get mad 17 00:01:38,269 --> 00:01:41,773 No matter how bad you 18 00:01:41,856 --> 00:01:46,528 You think I am, am 19 00:01:46,611 --> 00:01:48,571 I'm a lesser man 20 00:01:49,447 --> 00:01:51,449 A lesser man 21 00:01:51,950 --> 00:01:55,120 A lesser man than you think I am 22 00:01:55,203 --> 00:01:56,412 Oh, Valentino. 23 00:01:56,496 --> 00:01:58,296 Right there. Stop right here, stop right here! 24 00:02:00,500 --> 00:02:02,794 I'm a lesser man 25 00:02:07,173 --> 00:02:10,135 I'm a lesser man 26 00:02:10,218 --> 00:02:11,803 Hi, how are you? 27 00:02:13,721 --> 00:02:14,621 Joss? 28 00:02:17,600 --> 00:02:18,685 Thank you. 29 00:02:23,815 --> 00:02:25,692 Thank you so much. 30 00:02:28,987 --> 00:02:30,613 Hi, how are you? 31 00:02:32,866 --> 00:02:34,117 - Hi. - Welcome in. 32 00:02:34,200 --> 00:02:36,870 - Thank you. - Good to see you. Welcome. 33 00:02:50,425 --> 00:02:53,261 - You see that young lady over there? - Yeah. 34 00:02:53,344 --> 00:02:55,597 Got anything in the store as beautiful as she is? 35 00:02:55,680 --> 00:02:57,432 - I think we can find some things. - Great. 36 00:02:58,725 --> 00:03:00,393 It's good champagne, what is this? 37 00:03:00,477 --> 00:03:02,270 It's a Valentino exclusive. 38 00:03:02,353 --> 00:03:03,521 Oh, my God. 39 00:03:04,063 --> 00:03:05,482 - Oh, my God. - You like it? 40 00:03:05,565 --> 00:03:06,774 It's so fuckin' sexy. 41 00:03:06,858 --> 00:03:08,738 I just wanna fuckin' tear this right off of you. 42 00:03:09,861 --> 00:03:11,237 That looks amazing. Alright, what else they got? 43 00:03:11,279 --> 00:03:12,599 What else they got? Look at that. 44 00:03:15,575 --> 00:03:18,036 Love that. Oh, my God. Beautiful. 45 00:03:18,119 --> 00:03:20,163 I mean, you can make it a little more skimpier somehow. 46 00:03:20,205 --> 00:03:21,581 Just this with heels? All you need. 47 00:03:21,623 --> 00:03:23,249 Joss, we're gonna try these shoes out. 48 00:03:23,333 --> 00:03:25,460 I don't like flats. Do you like these? 49 00:03:25,543 --> 00:03:27,587 Yeah, they're cute. It's for the house. 50 00:03:27,670 --> 00:03:28,922 There you go. Look at that. 51 00:03:29,005 --> 00:03:30,590 Are these a seven? 52 00:03:30,673 --> 00:03:32,842 Yes. I believe so. 53 00:03:32,926 --> 00:03:34,177 Thank you. 54 00:03:36,679 --> 00:03:37,972 Think they look nice. 55 00:03:38,056 --> 00:03:39,891 Baby, I believe that you're a star 56 00:03:39,974 --> 00:03:42,393 But this is great, though. Let me keep this. Great job. 57 00:03:42,477 --> 00:03:44,228 How about this top here? It will go well with... 58 00:03:44,270 --> 00:03:45,438 No, it's trash. 59 00:03:45,522 --> 00:03:47,562 What's up with this guy over here? What's his story? 60 00:03:47,899 --> 00:03:50,401 He's great. He's been with us for a while. Yeah. 61 00:03:50,485 --> 00:03:52,028 - Really? Can't be that good. - Yeah. 62 00:03:52,112 --> 00:03:54,864 This is a beautiful top here. I think she'll love this one. 63 00:03:54,948 --> 00:03:55,949 I don't think so. 64 00:03:56,032 --> 00:03:57,867 - Oh my... - That's a great look. 65 00:03:59,327 --> 00:04:00,453 - Do you like it? - Yeah. 66 00:04:01,955 --> 00:04:03,957 Let me catch you lookin' at her again. 67 00:04:04,916 --> 00:04:06,543 Let me catch you lookin' at her again. 68 00:04:06,626 --> 00:04:08,669 - I'm not... - Let me catch you lookin' at her again. 69 00:04:08,711 --> 00:04:09,879 - I'm sorry. I'm not... - Let me fuckin' catch you 70 00:04:09,921 --> 00:04:11,798 lookin' at her again, I'll fuckin' drag you down Rodeo 71 00:04:11,840 --> 00:04:14,342 by your fuckin' ass, just fuckin' stomp you. 72 00:04:14,425 --> 00:04:15,843 - I'll fuckin' curb-stomp you. - I'm sorry. 73 00:04:15,885 --> 00:04:17,762 I'll fuckin' curb-stomp you. 74 00:04:17,846 --> 00:04:20,473 I'm sorry. I don't... I'm not sure what you were interpreting, 75 00:04:20,557 --> 00:04:21,933 - but I wasn't doing anything. - Let me see it. 76 00:04:21,975 --> 00:04:23,518 - Let me see it. - Chaim? 77 00:04:23,601 --> 00:04:25,854 Leia, I called you 14 fucking times, where are you? 78 00:04:25,937 --> 00:04:27,397 Wait, are you at the house? 79 00:04:27,480 --> 00:04:28,856 Of course, I'm at the fucking house. 80 00:04:28,898 --> 00:04:30,984 You say, "911," I come to the house, Leia. 81 00:04:31,067 --> 00:04:33,987 Yo, I told you. This bitch is fuckin' brain-dead. 82 00:04:34,070 --> 00:04:35,155 Chaim, I'm really scared. 83 00:04:35,238 --> 00:04:38,700 This guy, Tedros, has just, like, taken over the fucking house. 84 00:04:40,076 --> 00:04:41,327 Gun. Gun. 85 00:04:42,495 --> 00:04:44,664 What does that mean, "He's taken over the house," Leia? 86 00:04:44,747 --> 00:04:46,875 Well, this morning I'm sitting in the kitchen 87 00:04:46,958 --> 00:04:48,209 and I'm talking to Andrés. 88 00:04:48,293 --> 00:04:50,879 He just walks in, and he fires him. 89 00:04:50,962 --> 00:04:52,338 Look, Leia, I don't give a fuck about any of this. 90 00:04:52,380 --> 00:04:53,715 Where is Jocelyn right now? 91 00:04:53,798 --> 00:04:56,926 Well, we're shopping. 92 00:04:57,010 --> 00:04:59,429 You're fucking shop... They're shopping. 93 00:04:59,512 --> 00:05:01,722 - This is some bullshit, man! - What's the matter with you? 94 00:05:01,764 --> 00:05:04,017 I don't got time for this shit, man. 95 00:05:04,100 --> 00:05:05,852 I mean, are you fucking kidding? 96 00:05:05,935 --> 00:05:07,353 - It's hot as hell out here. - You're shopping? 97 00:05:07,395 --> 00:05:09,606 Yo, I told you. This bitch is brain-dead. 98 00:05:09,689 --> 00:05:11,649 Like really, you have to see it. 99 00:05:11,733 --> 00:05:15,069 He's taken control of the house, like, mentally. 100 00:05:15,153 --> 00:05:16,821 Yeah, yeah, yeah, yeah. I'm workin' with Jocelyn. 101 00:05:16,863 --> 00:05:19,365 Money's not an issue. Yeah, I need him here today. 102 00:05:20,325 --> 00:05:21,910 So, when Mike Dean gets here, 103 00:05:21,993 --> 00:05:24,162 - that's Kanye's producer. - Yeah. 104 00:05:24,245 --> 00:05:26,039 Where should he set up? 105 00:05:26,122 --> 00:05:28,082 I will talk to Jocelyn about it. 106 00:05:30,043 --> 00:05:31,711 I know it might be hard for you to, 107 00:05:31,795 --> 00:05:34,589 to digest this right now, but I'm running the show. 108 00:05:34,672 --> 00:05:35,673 Okay. 109 00:05:37,342 --> 00:05:40,720 Sure, but I still have to talk to Jocelyn. 110 00:05:46,309 --> 00:05:47,519 Leia, 111 00:05:49,312 --> 00:05:50,855 are you fuckin' retarded? 112 00:05:51,815 --> 00:05:53,191 What did I just say? 113 00:05:54,150 --> 00:05:56,069 I'm running the show now. 114 00:05:58,404 --> 00:06:00,448 Cat-walk, cat-walk. Buy it. 115 00:06:00,532 --> 00:06:02,367 - We're getting this one. - Should I try this? 116 00:06:02,450 --> 00:06:03,660 Love that. 117 00:06:04,452 --> 00:06:06,037 - Love that. - It's a good look. 118 00:06:06,121 --> 00:06:08,123 - Maybe she does this one next? - No. No, nope. 119 00:06:08,206 --> 00:06:10,208 - Nope. Nope. - Sure? 120 00:06:12,502 --> 00:06:14,337 Fuckin' bitch. 121 00:06:14,879 --> 00:06:19,050 Chaim, you don't understand, he's forcing us to shop. 122 00:06:19,134 --> 00:06:22,262 No, but he's brainwashed her. 123 00:06:22,345 --> 00:06:23,721 Okay? He has her brainwashed. 124 00:06:23,805 --> 00:06:26,683 - How're the probiotics working? - So good. Look. 125 00:06:26,766 --> 00:06:28,726 - Oh, my God. - So much better. 126 00:06:29,561 --> 00:06:31,020 You look amazing. 127 00:06:31,104 --> 00:06:33,439 So much better, right? 128 00:06:33,523 --> 00:06:37,110 Your body's just so tight. 129 00:06:37,193 --> 00:06:38,695 - You look amazing. - Andrés! 130 00:06:39,779 --> 00:06:41,322 Do you mind not groping my girl? 131 00:06:42,824 --> 00:06:45,285 Tedros, you don't understand. 132 00:06:45,368 --> 00:06:46,786 - He's a... - Boundaries. 133 00:06:46,870 --> 00:06:49,289 - My family are doctors. - Are you a doctor? 134 00:06:49,372 --> 00:06:51,374 No, I'm not, but my sister and my father, 135 00:06:51,458 --> 00:06:52,959 they're both gastrointestinal doctors, so. 136 00:06:53,001 --> 00:06:54,919 My friend's a gynecologist. 137 00:06:55,003 --> 00:06:57,243 You don't see me stickin' my finger in everybody, do you? 138 00:06:59,382 --> 00:07:02,218 Baby. Baby. It's okay. 139 00:07:06,848 --> 00:07:09,434 There's nothing okay about what this creep just fuckin' did. 140 00:07:09,517 --> 00:07:10,417 Right? 141 00:07:16,649 --> 00:07:17,817 Get the fuck outta here. 142 00:07:18,777 --> 00:07:21,821 I'm sorry, but I only take orders from my boss. 143 00:07:21,905 --> 00:07:23,448 Who? Her? Right there? 144 00:07:35,502 --> 00:07:38,213 Andrés, I'm really sorry, I just don't... 145 00:07:38,296 --> 00:07:41,299 I don't know if this is the right fit anymore. 146 00:07:48,431 --> 00:07:49,640 It's been a real pleasure working with you. 147 00:07:49,682 --> 00:07:51,017 I just... 148 00:07:51,768 --> 00:07:54,270 I wish you, like, all the best. 149 00:07:54,354 --> 00:07:57,273 That translates to "get the fuck outta here," Andrés. 150 00:07:57,357 --> 00:07:58,691 Like, I'm serious. 151 00:07:58,775 --> 00:07:59,901 I'm driving down the road, 152 00:07:59,984 --> 00:08:01,569 he's eating her out in the back of the car, 153 00:08:01,611 --> 00:08:02,987 like, I don't know what to do. 154 00:08:03,071 --> 00:08:05,240 And then he's, like, making eye contact with me. 155 00:08:05,323 --> 00:08:08,618 And I'm pretty sure that he called the paparazzi himself. 156 00:08:08,701 --> 00:08:10,245 - And like... - Hold on. 157 00:08:11,621 --> 00:08:13,206 Hold on a second, Leia. 158 00:08:14,374 --> 00:08:15,959 Fink, what can I do for you? 159 00:08:16,042 --> 00:08:18,628 Chaim, are you trying to kill me? 160 00:08:19,337 --> 00:08:20,547 Not today. 161 00:08:20,630 --> 00:08:21,464 No, why? 162 00:08:21,548 --> 00:08:23,382 Do you want my children to grow up without a father? 163 00:08:23,424 --> 00:08:24,324 Is that what this is? 164 00:08:24,384 --> 00:08:26,261 Fink, why would I wish that on anybody? 165 00:08:26,344 --> 00:08:27,679 Well, then let's cancel the tour. 166 00:08:27,762 --> 00:08:29,347 Fink, why are you saying this? 167 00:08:29,430 --> 00:08:31,474 The tour's gonna make millions of dollars. What happened? 168 00:08:31,516 --> 00:08:33,810 Millions of doll... Right now, she's making me have IBS. 169 00:08:33,893 --> 00:08:36,604 I'm fuckin' shitting more blood than a kid at Epstein's island. 170 00:08:36,688 --> 00:08:38,106 Has she ever let you down? 171 00:08:38,731 --> 00:08:42,277 Yeah. About 6.7 million times. Remember that? 172 00:08:42,360 --> 00:08:44,696 Okay. Except for that one unique circumstance. 173 00:08:45,447 --> 00:08:47,407 Why do you like picking out clothes so much? 174 00:08:49,409 --> 00:08:50,994 Just need some taste, that's it. 175 00:08:53,663 --> 00:08:55,290 I have taste. 176 00:08:57,125 --> 00:08:58,025 Really? 177 00:08:58,543 --> 00:09:00,044 I know like when I was younger but like now, 178 00:09:00,086 --> 00:09:01,337 you don't think I have taste? 179 00:09:02,714 --> 00:09:04,132 Not really, no. 180 00:09:05,842 --> 00:09:07,844 Last couple of days, you had a lot of taste. 181 00:09:08,970 --> 00:09:10,263 You know what I think it is? 182 00:09:10,346 --> 00:09:13,141 - What? - I think you're gay. 183 00:09:19,814 --> 00:09:21,024 I ain't gay. 184 00:09:23,109 --> 00:09:25,153 Even the way you said that sounded really gay. 185 00:09:29,741 --> 00:09:32,410 Talk shit, huh? Talk shit, huh? Talk shit? 186 00:09:32,494 --> 00:09:34,078 Talk shit? Talk shit? 187 00:09:34,537 --> 00:09:35,914 Talk shit? Come here. 188 00:09:41,586 --> 00:09:44,213 Nikki just called me and told me that she's throwing away "World Class Sinner." 189 00:09:44,255 --> 00:09:45,673 The only fucking song 190 00:09:45,757 --> 00:09:47,477 that's actually selling the fucking tickets. 191 00:09:47,550 --> 00:09:49,469 - She's fuckin' throwing it away? - Hold on, hold on one second. 192 00:09:49,511 --> 00:09:50,553 - Is that true? - Hold on. 193 00:09:50,637 --> 00:09:51,917 Turn up the car radio very loud. 194 00:09:51,971 --> 00:09:53,431 - Really loud. - Okay, okay. 195 00:09:53,515 --> 00:09:54,641 Okay, I got it. 196 00:09:56,184 --> 00:09:57,560 Fink, I'm sorry, it's hard to hear. 197 00:09:57,602 --> 00:09:58,645 We're at the studio. 198 00:09:59,395 --> 00:10:01,356 You're with... You're with Jocelyn right now? 199 00:10:01,439 --> 00:10:02,690 She just played me two new songs, 200 00:10:02,732 --> 00:10:04,484 they're gonna be fuckin' massive by the way. 201 00:10:05,735 --> 00:10:07,403 Jocelyn has new music? 202 00:10:07,487 --> 00:10:09,948 Of course, she has music. What's the matter with you? 203 00:10:10,031 --> 00:10:12,033 Well, why the fuck haven't I heard it? 204 00:10:12,117 --> 00:10:14,285 - Joss, hey, Joss? - Yeah? 205 00:10:14,369 --> 00:10:16,246 It's Fink, he's completely freaking out. 206 00:10:16,329 --> 00:10:17,997 - Oh, my God! Why? - No, no, no, no, no! 207 00:10:18,081 --> 00:10:19,082 Don't fuckin' tell her I'm worried! 208 00:10:19,124 --> 00:10:21,751 But he's not worried. He's got complete faith in you. 209 00:10:21,835 --> 00:10:23,169 Okay, good. 210 00:10:23,253 --> 00:10:24,921 Tell him he needs to come over. 211 00:10:25,004 --> 00:10:27,132 - I miss him. - Okay, Joss misses you, Fink. 212 00:10:27,215 --> 00:10:28,716 Well, fuckin' send the songs... 213 00:10:28,800 --> 00:10:30,218 Put me on speaker. Let me hear it. I wanna hear 'em. 214 00:10:30,260 --> 00:10:31,636 We're really in the middle here. 215 00:10:31,719 --> 00:10:33,847 Let me, let me, let me hit you back. Okay, man? 216 00:10:33,930 --> 00:10:34,973 No, no, no... 217 00:10:52,574 --> 00:10:53,408 Choke me. 218 00:10:53,491 --> 00:10:54,325 Oh fuck! 219 00:10:54,409 --> 00:10:59,831 Oh fuck. Yeah, make me take it, Daddy. 220 00:11:01,583 --> 00:11:03,960 - Oh, I'm gonna cum! I'm gonna cum. - No, don't cum inside me. 221 00:11:04,002 --> 00:11:05,378 - I'm gonna cum inside you. - Don't cum inside me. 222 00:11:05,420 --> 00:11:06,980 - I'm gonna cum inside you. - No, don't. 223 00:11:07,422 --> 00:11:08,589 - What? - You can't cum inside me. 224 00:11:08,631 --> 00:11:09,757 That fuckin' hurt. 225 00:11:10,216 --> 00:11:11,217 - I'm sorry. - Fuck's wrong with you? 226 00:11:11,259 --> 00:11:12,218 You can't cum inside me. 227 00:11:12,260 --> 00:11:13,380 Almost bent my fuckin' dick. 228 00:11:14,304 --> 00:11:15,763 What am I supposed to do? 229 00:11:15,847 --> 00:11:18,600 I don't know. Figure it out. 230 00:11:21,227 --> 00:11:22,854 - What are we gonna do, Chaim? - Hold on, hold on. 231 00:11:22,896 --> 00:11:24,188 Turn the music down. You still there? 232 00:11:24,230 --> 00:11:25,982 I'm, like, really fucking scared. 233 00:11:26,065 --> 00:11:27,942 Like, what he was doing was just... 234 00:11:29,736 --> 00:11:31,279 It was just, like, the scariest thing ever. 235 00:11:31,321 --> 00:11:33,948 Okay, calm down. We'll be waiting here at the house. 236 00:11:38,369 --> 00:11:40,997 Soul to soul 237 00:11:41,664 --> 00:11:45,293 Keep fillin' up, hips been unlocked, and I can't 238 00:11:47,420 --> 00:11:52,550 It's 2 in the morning, heels are gone 239 00:12:03,353 --> 00:12:04,604 - Hi. - Hi. 240 00:12:04,687 --> 00:12:06,231 Keep fillin' up, hips been unlocked 241 00:12:06,314 --> 00:12:09,108 And I can't go 242 00:12:18,576 --> 00:12:19,786 Fuck. 243 00:12:27,001 --> 00:12:28,670 You're disgusting. 244 00:12:28,753 --> 00:12:30,755 I can't go 245 00:12:33,383 --> 00:12:35,677 Yeah, yeah, yeah 246 00:12:35,760 --> 00:12:37,595 Let's get the fuck outta here. 247 00:12:44,519 --> 00:12:46,980 'Scuse me, 'scuse me. 248 00:12:50,608 --> 00:12:52,444 Oh, my gosh. I love you so much! 249 00:12:53,319 --> 00:12:54,696 To satisfy 250 00:12:54,779 --> 00:12:58,533 Move, move! I need you guys to fucking move! 251 00:13:04,664 --> 00:13:06,166 That's amazing. 252 00:13:53,004 --> 00:13:53,922 Here, you like that? 253 00:13:56,090 --> 00:13:57,300 Tedros. 254 00:13:58,593 --> 00:13:59,511 Chaim. 255 00:13:59,594 --> 00:14:00,595 Pleasure to meet you. 256 00:14:00,678 --> 00:14:02,263 This is Destiny, my partner. 257 00:14:02,347 --> 00:14:04,140 - Pleasure to meet you. - Nice to meet you. 258 00:14:04,849 --> 00:14:06,142 What are you guys doing here? 259 00:14:06,226 --> 00:14:08,311 I can't just come by to say hello to you? 260 00:14:08,394 --> 00:14:10,980 You can. It's just usually you wanna talk to me about something. 261 00:14:11,064 --> 00:14:14,192 Well, actually that song you guys made together, 262 00:14:14,275 --> 00:14:15,735 I can't stop thinking about it. 263 00:14:15,819 --> 00:14:18,279 That's just one night of working together. 264 00:14:18,363 --> 00:14:19,531 Fuck off. Really? 265 00:14:20,198 --> 00:14:21,199 One night? 266 00:14:21,908 --> 00:14:23,451 So, you produced that song? 267 00:14:26,162 --> 00:14:28,123 Kinda produced it together. 268 00:14:28,206 --> 00:14:30,041 I know you guys are killing the song, but 269 00:14:30,125 --> 00:14:32,877 I really wanted to add choirs on it. 270 00:14:33,545 --> 00:14:36,840 I think choirs would sound really good on that song. 271 00:14:36,923 --> 00:14:39,008 He just knows so much about music. 272 00:14:39,092 --> 00:14:40,593 It's kind of incredible. 273 00:14:40,677 --> 00:14:41,636 - It is. - It really is. 274 00:14:41,719 --> 00:14:44,764 I mean, it's really impressive for someone who's self-taught. 275 00:14:45,640 --> 00:14:47,433 I mean, it's almost unbelievable. 276 00:14:47,517 --> 00:14:48,685 I know. Almost. 277 00:14:48,768 --> 00:14:50,478 To what do we owe this good fortune? 278 00:14:50,562 --> 00:14:51,980 I mean, where are you from, man? 279 00:14:52,063 --> 00:14:53,898 How the fuck did you get here? 280 00:14:54,732 --> 00:14:57,110 - I'm from here. I'm... - You're from LA? 281 00:14:57,193 --> 00:14:59,446 - Yeah. - Yeah, but nobody's fuckin' from LA. 282 00:14:59,529 --> 00:15:00,822 - Right. - Which part? 283 00:15:01,489 --> 00:15:02,740 Hollywood. 284 00:15:02,824 --> 00:15:04,242 - You grew up in Hollywood? - Yeah. 285 00:15:05,743 --> 00:15:06,643 Me too. 286 00:15:06,703 --> 00:15:09,581 - No shit. - Yes. Born and raised. 287 00:15:10,331 --> 00:15:11,708 What school did you go to? 288 00:15:12,667 --> 00:15:14,627 I wasn't the best student, unfortunately. 289 00:15:14,711 --> 00:15:16,337 I'm a little embarrassed. 290 00:15:16,421 --> 00:15:18,715 - Oh, you had got kicked out of school? - Yeah. 291 00:15:18,798 --> 00:15:20,842 - So, what school? I... - Dee. 292 00:15:20,925 --> 00:15:22,677 Why are you tryin' to, like, make him feel bad 293 00:15:22,719 --> 00:15:24,679 about getting kicked out of school? 294 00:15:24,762 --> 00:15:26,181 Oh, my God. 295 00:15:26,598 --> 00:15:29,225 I am so sorry. Is that how you felt? 296 00:15:29,934 --> 00:15:32,228 I mean, to be honest, I was kicked outta school, too. 297 00:15:32,312 --> 00:15:34,564 - The similarities, man. - You got kicked out of high school? 298 00:15:34,606 --> 00:15:36,858 - I got kicked outta high school. - Why? 299 00:15:36,941 --> 00:15:38,985 Beatin' fake-ass bitches' asses. 300 00:15:39,068 --> 00:15:40,487 No way. 301 00:15:43,990 --> 00:15:46,034 Why am I not surprised? 302 00:15:46,117 --> 00:15:49,829 So, Joss, you asked me to buy you two weeks, yeah? 303 00:15:49,913 --> 00:15:52,791 So, do you folks have a plan? 304 00:15:52,874 --> 00:15:54,667 What's the next step here? 305 00:15:54,751 --> 00:15:55,794 I'm an amateur, right? 306 00:15:55,877 --> 00:15:57,253 So, I wanted to bring in somebody 307 00:15:57,337 --> 00:16:00,089 that can really synthesize some of my ideas, 308 00:16:00,173 --> 00:16:01,758 so I reached out to Mike Dean. 309 00:16:01,841 --> 00:16:03,426 Are you familiar with Mike Dean? 310 00:16:03,510 --> 00:16:05,803 I mean, he's great. I mean, he comes to my club all the time. 311 00:16:05,845 --> 00:16:07,889 Am I familiar with Mike Dean? 312 00:16:08,640 --> 00:16:09,933 Mike fuckin' Dean? 313 00:16:10,016 --> 00:16:11,434 His vibe is what is needed. 314 00:16:11,518 --> 00:16:12,602 I mean, he's the greatest. 315 00:16:12,685 --> 00:16:13,811 And she deserves the greatest. 316 00:16:13,853 --> 00:16:14,813 Yeah, she does. 317 00:16:14,896 --> 00:16:16,940 Okay, so you two keep doin' what you're doin'. 318 00:16:17,023 --> 00:16:20,110 Three songs in two weeks. Yeah? Hits. 319 00:16:20,193 --> 00:16:21,694 - Not songs, hits. - Hits. 320 00:16:21,778 --> 00:16:23,655 - Undeniable. - Undeniable. 321 00:16:23,738 --> 00:16:25,490 - Nothing less. - Nothing less. 322 00:16:25,573 --> 00:16:27,325 Yeah, I know you're having a good time here, 323 00:16:27,408 --> 00:16:29,202 but can you fuckin' focus with this guy? 324 00:16:29,285 --> 00:16:30,328 Yes. 325 00:16:30,411 --> 00:16:33,915 'Cause I gotta tell you, nobody fuckin' believes in you right now. 326 00:16:33,998 --> 00:16:36,000 - Come on. - No, no, no. She has to know the truth. 327 00:16:36,084 --> 00:16:37,794 - You gotta know what the stakes are. - Okay, but you don't 328 00:16:37,836 --> 00:16:39,212 - have to freak her out like that. - Yeah, no. 329 00:16:39,254 --> 00:16:41,881 - It's too much pressure. - Join the freak-out club, okay? 330 00:16:41,965 --> 00:16:43,508 I'm freaked out, she's freaked out. 331 00:16:43,591 --> 00:16:45,969 If you had any sense, you would be fuckin' freaked out 332 00:16:46,052 --> 00:16:47,762 because it's do or die, all right? 333 00:16:47,846 --> 00:16:50,348 - It is. He's not lying. - No fucking room to fail here. 334 00:16:50,431 --> 00:16:51,891 I mean, use it as motivation, 335 00:16:51,975 --> 00:16:54,561 but that's what's happening. 336 00:16:55,895 --> 00:16:57,272 And you got Mike Dean comin' here? 337 00:16:58,439 --> 00:17:01,609 Well, then what the fuck you wasting time talking to me? Get to work. 338 00:17:01,693 --> 00:17:03,945 - Come on. - I got you. 339 00:17:04,028 --> 00:17:05,405 Three massive hits. 340 00:17:06,114 --> 00:17:07,782 I'll deal with Nikki. Just try not 341 00:17:07,866 --> 00:17:09,159 to end my fuckin' career, okay? 342 00:17:09,242 --> 00:17:10,618 I will do my very best. 343 00:17:10,702 --> 00:17:11,602 Or yours either. 344 00:17:13,705 --> 00:17:15,707 - Bye, Dee. - Bye, sweetie. 345 00:17:16,833 --> 00:17:18,293 I fuckin' love that guy. 346 00:17:21,421 --> 00:17:22,380 He's amazing. 347 00:17:28,011 --> 00:17:29,888 That went better than I expected. 348 00:17:31,014 --> 00:17:32,015 Yeah. 349 00:17:43,777 --> 00:17:45,445 I think our girl's in trouble. 350 00:17:46,696 --> 00:17:50,450 My grandmother said you never trust a dude with a rat tail. 351 00:17:59,250 --> 00:18:00,084 Oh, again. 352 00:18:00,168 --> 00:18:02,420 Yeah. Spank me again. 353 00:18:40,750 --> 00:18:43,795 - Incredible. Absolutely incredible. - Right? 354 00:18:47,924 --> 00:18:49,717 It was amazing. 355 00:19:08,695 --> 00:19:10,738 Why don't you sing about your mom? 356 00:19:10,822 --> 00:19:13,032 I don't know. I feel like it's, like, 357 00:19:13,908 --> 00:19:16,244 not something anybody wants to hear about. 358 00:19:17,662 --> 00:19:20,248 And, like, that's not what they want from me. 359 00:19:20,331 --> 00:19:22,292 I don't know. It kinda scares me. 360 00:19:22,375 --> 00:19:23,793 - No. - Like 361 00:19:25,545 --> 00:19:29,674 I feel like the more you let people in, the more reason they have not to 362 00:19:29,757 --> 00:19:32,218 want you anymore, you know? 363 00:19:32,302 --> 00:19:33,303 Okay. 364 00:19:34,804 --> 00:19:35,763 Yeah. 365 00:19:35,847 --> 00:19:38,725 But I've never really sung about anything, 366 00:19:38,808 --> 00:19:40,477 - like, truthful. - Yeah. 367 00:19:40,560 --> 00:19:43,104 Or anything that, like, really means anything to me. 368 00:19:44,105 --> 00:19:46,691 Maybe just a lyric every once in a while. Like a secret. 369 00:19:46,774 --> 00:19:48,318 Nobody has to know. 370 00:19:48,401 --> 00:19:50,361 Yeah, you're right. Nobody has to know. 371 00:19:51,529 --> 00:19:52,655 Just you and me. 372 00:20:20,266 --> 00:20:24,354 Was it really hard when she, when she died? 373 00:20:24,437 --> 00:20:26,022 Yeah. 374 00:20:26,105 --> 00:20:27,106 Sorry. 375 00:20:27,565 --> 00:20:30,819 She was really sick for a long time, and 376 00:20:32,237 --> 00:20:36,282 I was holding her hand when she closed her eyes. 377 00:20:36,366 --> 00:20:37,575 I'm sorry. 378 00:20:40,662 --> 00:20:42,664 But I feel like she's still here. 379 00:20:44,624 --> 00:20:46,375 It's weird. It's like she's still in this house, 380 00:20:46,417 --> 00:20:47,919 like she's in all the walls, 381 00:20:48,920 --> 00:20:53,424 and all the windows, and all the mirrors. 382 00:21:10,400 --> 00:21:12,944 I just can feel her like she's still 383 00:21:14,279 --> 00:21:15,697 watching me. 384 00:21:16,281 --> 00:21:17,365 Thank you. 385 00:21:18,491 --> 00:21:20,535 Look, Xander, I brought you up here to tell you that 386 00:21:22,036 --> 00:21:24,831 creative direction fuckin' sucks with Jocelyn. 387 00:21:24,914 --> 00:21:27,000 I don't disagree. 388 00:21:27,083 --> 00:21:29,461 You don't disagree? You're the fuckin' creative director. 389 00:21:29,544 --> 00:21:31,212 - What do you mean you don't disagree? - I know. 390 00:21:31,254 --> 00:21:34,466 What is it with this fuckin' industry? Everybody hates what they fuckin' do. 391 00:21:34,549 --> 00:21:36,676 Welcome to the music business, yeah. 392 00:21:36,759 --> 00:21:38,761 How do you put out something you hate? 393 00:21:39,679 --> 00:21:41,389 I'm fuckin' forced to. 394 00:21:41,473 --> 00:21:43,683 - What do you mean "forced to"? - I could have 395 00:21:43,766 --> 00:21:47,353 the greatest fucking idea in the world, and often, I fucking do. 396 00:21:47,437 --> 00:21:50,773 And at the end of the day, it's whatever the fucking label and Jocelyn wants. 397 00:21:50,857 --> 00:21:52,525 What do you think about "I'm a Freak"? 398 00:21:52,609 --> 00:21:54,277 - The song? - Yeah. 399 00:21:54,360 --> 00:21:55,260 It's fine. 400 00:21:55,612 --> 00:21:57,614 - Fine? - It's fucking middle of the road, 401 00:21:57,697 --> 00:21:59,657 not enough of a re-invention, 402 00:21:59,741 --> 00:22:03,495 fucking manufactured bad girl. 403 00:22:03,578 --> 00:22:04,996 When was the last 404 00:22:05,079 --> 00:22:08,958 truly fucking nasty, nasty, bad pop girl? 405 00:22:10,335 --> 00:22:12,504 All right, let's say you had carte blanche, right? 406 00:22:12,587 --> 00:22:14,005 What would you do? 407 00:22:19,093 --> 00:22:22,388 I would take that photo with the fucking cum on her face 408 00:22:23,473 --> 00:22:25,183 and I'd make it her album cover. 409 00:22:30,939 --> 00:22:33,107 - I fuckin' would. - Wow, that's a great idea. 410 00:22:34,025 --> 00:22:35,401 You're fuckin' smart. 411 00:22:38,279 --> 00:22:39,614 You wanna do some coke? 412 00:22:40,949 --> 00:22:43,243 No. All the coke in LA has fentanyl in it. 413 00:22:46,579 --> 00:22:47,664 Not mine. 414 00:22:48,081 --> 00:22:52,293 You used to be the prototype when I fantasized 415 00:22:52,377 --> 00:22:56,047 Now I fantasize 'bout fuckin' you with open eyes 416 00:22:56,131 --> 00:22:58,007 Put the indica down 417 00:22:58,091 --> 00:23:00,009 Am I not turning you on 418 00:23:00,093 --> 00:23:01,970 'Cause you're turnin' me on 419 00:23:02,053 --> 00:23:03,888 Yeah, you're turnin' me 420 00:23:03,972 --> 00:23:10,979 Oh, it's hotter than the truth 421 00:23:11,604 --> 00:23:13,773 Ooh, take every... 422 00:23:14,357 --> 00:23:16,234 That's... Nah, can we stop it? 423 00:23:16,776 --> 00:23:18,611 Please stop it. Please, stop, yeah. 424 00:23:18,695 --> 00:23:20,363 - I mean, come on, man. - I'm not feelin' it, I'm sorry. 425 00:23:20,405 --> 00:23:21,823 - Why did you stop that one? - I don't know. 426 00:23:21,865 --> 00:23:23,199 - I'm gonna take it back. - Come on, man. 427 00:23:23,241 --> 00:23:25,076 That was so good. I was in a trance. 428 00:23:25,160 --> 00:23:28,163 No, no. I think it was so much better, like, three takes ago. 429 00:23:28,246 --> 00:23:30,373 - Nah, you trippin'. - What did you think? 430 00:23:32,459 --> 00:23:34,711 I think I just fell in love with you. 431 00:23:36,921 --> 00:23:39,090 Sing with me on this next one then. 432 00:23:39,174 --> 00:23:40,074 No. 433 00:23:40,842 --> 00:23:43,511 - No? - No. 434 00:23:43,595 --> 00:23:47,599 If Tedros heard you say that, you'd be in huge trouble. 435 00:23:48,224 --> 00:23:49,142 What? 436 00:23:49,225 --> 00:23:50,268 Yeah, you trippin'. 437 00:23:50,351 --> 00:23:52,103 Yeah, you're not allowed to say no. 438 00:23:52,187 --> 00:23:54,063 You're not allowed to say no? 439 00:23:54,606 --> 00:23:56,191 - Yeah. - Why? 440 00:23:56,274 --> 00:24:00,695 Because by saying no, you're denying yourself an experience. 441 00:24:01,988 --> 00:24:04,407 Yeah, but not all experiences are good. 442 00:24:04,491 --> 00:24:05,867 Debatable. 443 00:24:05,950 --> 00:24:08,828 That's a really simple way of looking at things, Joss. 444 00:24:09,329 --> 00:24:10,288 What do you mean? 445 00:24:10,371 --> 00:24:13,708 Some of the most terrible experiences in life 446 00:24:13,792 --> 00:24:16,669 can be the most valuable, like artistically. 447 00:24:16,753 --> 00:24:17,754 Yeah. 448 00:24:20,215 --> 00:24:22,801 I don't know. I guess, like, to a degree. 449 00:24:24,177 --> 00:24:25,637 Okay, Robert Plant 450 00:24:25,720 --> 00:24:28,014 had a son who died when he was five years old, 451 00:24:28,097 --> 00:24:30,099 and he wrote "All My Love" after that, 452 00:24:30,183 --> 00:24:33,144 and it's one of the most beautiful songs ever written. 453 00:24:33,228 --> 00:24:35,730 Yeah, but I think if Robert Plant had a say in it, 454 00:24:35,814 --> 00:24:38,900 he would've chosen his son's life. 455 00:24:38,983 --> 00:24:41,236 And that'd be a pretty big loss for the world. 456 00:24:41,319 --> 00:24:44,030 - You really believe that? - Yes. 457 00:24:44,114 --> 00:24:46,616 That's really fucked up. 458 00:24:46,699 --> 00:24:48,368 That's, like, actually fucked up. 459 00:24:48,451 --> 00:24:50,161 How often do people come up to you and tell you 460 00:24:50,203 --> 00:24:52,622 that your music saved their lives? 461 00:24:52,705 --> 00:24:54,374 - A lot. - A lot. 462 00:24:54,457 --> 00:24:56,543 And do you believe them when they say it? 463 00:24:56,626 --> 00:24:58,253 Yes. I do. 464 00:24:59,379 --> 00:25:01,589 Okay. Now imagine if you were Robert Plant. 465 00:25:02,590 --> 00:25:05,051 Or imagine if you had lost someone that you loved 466 00:25:05,135 --> 00:25:09,347 and you'd written one of the greatest love songs of all time. 467 00:25:10,473 --> 00:25:12,058 Then what? 468 00:25:12,142 --> 00:25:14,310 So, you think that by losing his son, 469 00:25:14,394 --> 00:25:18,189 he was able to write something that saved a lot of people's lives. 470 00:25:18,273 --> 00:25:19,899 - Yes. - And because of that, 471 00:25:19,983 --> 00:25:22,652 you'll say yes to anything anyone asks you to do? 472 00:25:22,735 --> 00:25:23,736 Yes. 473 00:25:23,820 --> 00:25:27,240 - Yes. - Literally, anything? 474 00:25:27,323 --> 00:25:28,324 Anything. 475 00:25:29,367 --> 00:25:30,577 Interesting. 476 00:25:33,037 --> 00:25:34,747 Izaak, get up and kiss Ramsey. 477 00:25:49,345 --> 00:25:50,430 See? 478 00:25:51,431 --> 00:25:52,331 Yes. 479 00:25:53,266 --> 00:25:55,268 Would you have done that if Leia was in the room? 480 00:25:56,227 --> 00:25:58,521 Yes, that wouldn't change anything, Jocelyn. 481 00:25:58,605 --> 00:26:00,815 Even if it really hurt her feelings? 482 00:26:00,899 --> 00:26:02,275 Yes. 483 00:26:02,358 --> 00:26:04,194 Feelings can shift. 484 00:26:04,277 --> 00:26:06,821 What you make and what you put out into the world, 485 00:26:06,905 --> 00:26:08,990 that's the shit that lasts forever. 486 00:26:09,073 --> 00:26:11,034 Not Leia's fuckin' feelings. 487 00:26:12,327 --> 00:26:13,787 Would you kiss me? 488 00:26:14,078 --> 00:26:15,246 Would I kiss you? 489 00:26:15,330 --> 00:26:17,499 - That's not a good idea. - Yeah. 490 00:26:18,291 --> 00:26:19,292 Why? 491 00:26:20,335 --> 00:26:22,629 You know Tedros would fuckin' kill me. 492 00:26:31,095 --> 00:26:32,388 - A little toast. - Speech? 493 00:26:35,266 --> 00:26:38,269 When my Mom bought this house, it was so big 494 00:26:38,353 --> 00:26:42,106 that I was always afraid it was gonna make me feel lonelier, 495 00:26:42,190 --> 00:26:44,108 because it was so hard to fill up. 496 00:26:45,110 --> 00:26:47,695 And I know that I haven't, like, 497 00:26:47,779 --> 00:26:51,533 gotten to know everyone here super well yet, 498 00:26:51,616 --> 00:26:53,785 but I just wanted to say, 499 00:26:53,868 --> 00:26:55,578 thank you for coming into my life 500 00:26:55,662 --> 00:27:01,292 and filling it with music, and inspiration, and love. 501 00:27:02,710 --> 00:27:05,338 Yeah, it's just... It's really meant, like, the world to me, 502 00:27:05,421 --> 00:27:08,007 and I don't know if I've 503 00:27:08,091 --> 00:27:11,594 felt this happy in a really long time. 504 00:27:12,095 --> 00:27:14,889 - Joss. - So thank you for that. 505 00:27:14,973 --> 00:27:17,809 And Tedros, 506 00:27:20,145 --> 00:27:23,690 thank you for teaching me how to have fun again. 507 00:27:26,443 --> 00:27:29,529 To finding your family. 508 00:27:30,530 --> 00:27:31,865 Cheers, cheers. 509 00:27:32,907 --> 00:27:35,326 Cheers. 510 00:28:04,856 --> 00:28:06,774 So, Xander had a brilliant idea today. 511 00:28:07,275 --> 00:28:08,109 No. 512 00:28:08,193 --> 00:28:09,360 Yeah, he did. 513 00:28:09,444 --> 00:28:11,404 - Yes, you did. - Tell me. 514 00:28:11,488 --> 00:28:14,240 No, I would like to sleep on it, I think. 515 00:28:14,324 --> 00:28:16,117 - No. No sleeping on it. - What? 516 00:28:16,201 --> 00:28:17,535 - Oh, come on. - Tell it. It's brilliant. 517 00:28:17,577 --> 00:28:19,370 Yeah, wait, I'm so excited. 518 00:28:19,954 --> 00:28:22,165 - Come on. - Okay. 519 00:28:24,626 --> 00:28:26,711 I was thinking and, 520 00:28:27,879 --> 00:28:31,758 if your lovely label is so fucking obsessed 521 00:28:31,841 --> 00:28:34,052 with making you a bad girl, 522 00:28:35,220 --> 00:28:38,848 we should take the photo with the cum on your face 523 00:28:40,475 --> 00:28:43,561 and we should make it your album cover. 524 00:28:45,188 --> 00:28:46,981 - Brilliant. - That's a bar. 525 00:28:47,065 --> 00:28:48,149 - No. - Brilliant. Genius. 526 00:28:48,233 --> 00:28:49,692 You're kidding. You're kidding? 527 00:28:49,776 --> 00:28:51,194 - I'm not kidding. - No. 528 00:28:51,277 --> 00:28:52,695 - Absolutely not. - Why? Literally why? 529 00:28:52,737 --> 00:28:53,738 Give me one reason why. 530 00:28:53,822 --> 00:28:55,198 Because she h... 531 00:28:55,281 --> 00:28:57,283 So many young girls look up to you. 532 00:28:57,367 --> 00:28:58,267 Oh, my God. 533 00:28:58,326 --> 00:28:59,911 Yeah, and they've all probably seen the photo. 534 00:28:59,953 --> 00:29:02,163 They've all definitely seen the photo, actually. 535 00:29:02,247 --> 00:29:05,750 Yeah, okay, but it's different if you, like, embrace it. 536 00:29:05,834 --> 00:29:08,962 So, what? It's only okay if the internet, like, uses it against me? 537 00:29:09,045 --> 00:29:12,006 - Preach. - No. The internet is on your side. 538 00:29:12,090 --> 00:29:15,385 - No. - Literally, every outlet. 539 00:29:15,468 --> 00:29:19,013 They all wrote beautiful pieces defending you 540 00:29:19,097 --> 00:29:21,474 and your right to grow up and have a sex life. 541 00:29:21,558 --> 00:29:24,310 There is no difference between the people making fun of me 542 00:29:24,394 --> 00:29:26,020 and the people supporting me. 543 00:29:26,104 --> 00:29:27,564 They're all capitalizing off of it 544 00:29:27,647 --> 00:29:29,273 and they're just driving more people to look it up. 545 00:29:29,315 --> 00:29:32,360 That's exactly why you should make it your album cover. 546 00:29:32,444 --> 00:29:34,529 I don't have an album. I threw it away. 547 00:29:34,612 --> 00:29:36,406 Okay, fine. Your first single. 548 00:29:36,489 --> 00:29:37,449 I mean 549 00:29:38,032 --> 00:29:41,119 we could make the caption like, "New music coming soon." 550 00:29:41,661 --> 00:29:42,495 That's hard. 551 00:29:42,579 --> 00:29:44,873 It's fire. It's fucking fire. 552 00:29:44,956 --> 00:29:46,499 I'm rockin' with that. 553 00:29:46,583 --> 00:29:47,959 I will think about it. 554 00:29:48,042 --> 00:29:49,252 - I will think about it. - Just think about it. 555 00:29:49,294 --> 00:29:53,214 I'm not sure I wanna restart the whole, like, jizz-rag Jocelyn hashtag. 556 00:29:53,298 --> 00:29:55,717 I feel like that had its moment. I'm not sure I want... 557 00:29:55,800 --> 00:29:57,010 Who gives a fuck? 558 00:29:58,303 --> 00:30:00,138 Because it's actually humiliating 559 00:30:00,221 --> 00:30:02,515 and, like, makes me feel really bad about myself. 560 00:30:03,141 --> 00:30:04,142 Why? 561 00:30:05,185 --> 00:30:08,188 Because, like, it just, like... I wanna be... 562 00:30:09,022 --> 00:30:11,816 It just sucks. It actually sucks. It does. 563 00:30:11,900 --> 00:30:14,569 No, what were you, what were you about to say just now? 564 00:30:17,572 --> 00:30:20,784 I was gonna say, you know, I... 565 00:30:21,993 --> 00:30:24,287 I wanna be taken seriously. 566 00:30:25,580 --> 00:30:26,581 Why? 567 00:30:27,373 --> 00:30:28,792 Because I do. 568 00:30:29,459 --> 00:30:30,752 But why? 569 00:30:30,835 --> 00:30:34,130 Because I wanna have a career that lasts and is meaningful 570 00:30:34,214 --> 00:30:36,674 and isn't like a fucking joke. 571 00:30:36,758 --> 00:30:39,427 And you will, Joss. You will. Trust me. 572 00:30:39,511 --> 00:30:41,346 No, not if she doesn't take risks. 573 00:30:42,847 --> 00:30:46,434 I mean, that's easy to say if you're not the one taking the risks. 574 00:30:46,518 --> 00:30:49,354 Yeah, but, Joss, this is, like, the right risk at the right time. 575 00:30:49,437 --> 00:30:50,646 - You've got great people... - There's no such thing 576 00:30:50,688 --> 00:30:53,107 as "the right risk at the right time." 577 00:30:53,858 --> 00:30:55,902 If it's risky, it's risky for a reason. 578 00:30:55,985 --> 00:30:57,987 No, but if it's the right risk 579 00:30:58,071 --> 00:31:00,573 then you, like, basically, know how it's gonna play out. 580 00:31:00,657 --> 00:31:02,492 No, that's the exact opposite of a risk. 581 00:31:02,575 --> 00:31:06,454 That's playing it safe. That's what everyone else does. 582 00:31:07,497 --> 00:31:08,706 Is that what you do? 583 00:31:09,374 --> 00:31:13,086 Why are you talking to me like I'm, like, new to the music industry? 584 00:31:13,169 --> 00:31:14,796 I'm not. You are. 585 00:31:15,213 --> 00:31:16,422 True. 586 00:31:21,219 --> 00:31:22,929 - Don't be rude. - I'm not being rude. 587 00:31:23,012 --> 00:31:26,641 It's just, like, I've been doing this for over a decade, so. 588 00:31:27,517 --> 00:31:30,395 - And you're stuck. - Yeah, I'm stuck. 589 00:31:30,478 --> 00:31:33,148 - I'm stuck at the moment. - At the moment? 590 00:31:33,231 --> 00:31:35,441 What was the last song you wrote, Jocelyn? 591 00:31:40,363 --> 00:31:41,322 "Daybreak." 592 00:31:41,406 --> 00:31:42,991 - "Daybreak"! - "Daybreak." 593 00:31:43,074 --> 00:31:45,285 - Oh, my God. - "Daybreak" on your second album. 594 00:31:45,368 --> 00:31:46,828 That was my favorite song 595 00:31:46,911 --> 00:31:48,538 - on the album. It's so good. - Of course, it was. 596 00:31:48,580 --> 00:31:51,082 Okay, what was that, like a year ago? Year and a half? 597 00:31:51,166 --> 00:31:52,834 Yeah, something like that. 598 00:31:54,752 --> 00:31:56,170 I mean, I don't think that's, like, a big deal. 599 00:31:56,212 --> 00:31:58,381 Like, I think it's gotta be the right song. 600 00:31:58,465 --> 00:32:00,300 You mean the right risk. 601 00:32:01,134 --> 00:32:02,802 Yeah, I mean the right risk. 602 00:32:02,886 --> 00:32:07,599 And what I'm saying is, I think, maybe that's why you can't write a song. 603 00:32:08,349 --> 00:32:11,227 Yeah, 'cause she's fucking overthinking everything. 604 00:32:11,311 --> 00:32:13,980 - Exactly. - You... 605 00:32:14,063 --> 00:32:17,400 of all people should know it's a bit more fucking complicated than that. 606 00:32:18,276 --> 00:32:20,153 I mean, it is and it isn't. 607 00:32:20,236 --> 00:32:22,280 I think that what Tedros is saying makes a lot of sense. 608 00:32:22,322 --> 00:32:25,992 I think you care way too fucking much about what people think. 609 00:32:26,075 --> 00:32:27,835 I think if I didn't care what people thought, 610 00:32:27,911 --> 00:32:28,953 I wouldn't have a career. 611 00:32:29,037 --> 00:32:32,832 I think if you care too much, you won't have a career. 612 00:32:32,916 --> 00:32:36,169 How can you complain about making superficial music all the time, 613 00:32:36,252 --> 00:32:39,214 about not being able to write anything honest, when 614 00:32:39,297 --> 00:32:42,300 all you think about is what people are gonna fucking say? 615 00:32:42,759 --> 00:32:47,305 You make superficial music because you think about superficial things. 616 00:32:47,972 --> 00:32:49,641 I'm sorry. I don't think it's superficial 617 00:32:49,724 --> 00:32:51,559 to wanna make music that connects with people. 618 00:32:51,643 --> 00:32:53,311 - Not at all. - Right? Like... 619 00:32:53,394 --> 00:32:54,979 Why don't you just... 620 00:32:55,063 --> 00:32:57,565 Why don't you just be yourself, Jocelyn? 621 00:32:58,358 --> 00:33:01,194 Because there's nothing about me that's relatable. 622 00:33:01,945 --> 00:33:03,571 You sure about that? 623 00:33:04,405 --> 00:33:06,950 Okay, what do you think is relatable about me? 624 00:33:07,367 --> 00:33:09,927 I don't know. All the dark shit you've been through in your life. 625 00:33:12,288 --> 00:33:16,251 I think the dark shit I've been through is pretty fucking unique, too. 626 00:33:16,334 --> 00:33:18,169 Yeah, I would agree. 627 00:33:23,049 --> 00:33:26,678 Her mom was like a rare breed. 628 00:33:32,433 --> 00:33:33,518 How so? 629 00:33:35,186 --> 00:33:38,273 I don't really feel like talking about it in front of everyone. 630 00:33:39,691 --> 00:33:40,775 Too late. 631 00:33:44,696 --> 00:33:45,905 Tedros. 632 00:33:46,781 --> 00:33:47,782 Please. 633 00:33:48,908 --> 00:33:49,808 Not now. 634 00:33:49,868 --> 00:33:52,704 Jocelyn, I don't keep secrets from anyone at this table. 635 00:33:52,787 --> 00:33:55,373 Well, that's, that's your prerogative. 636 00:33:55,457 --> 00:33:57,459 I'm not gonna let you keep secrets either. 637 00:33:58,585 --> 00:34:02,255 I think that's a little easier to say when you don't actually know the details. 638 00:34:02,338 --> 00:34:05,216 Baby, there's nothing that you're gonna reveal to me right now 639 00:34:05,300 --> 00:34:07,677 that's gonna make me love you any less. 640 00:34:07,760 --> 00:34:10,763 I think I speak for everyone at the table when I say that. 641 00:34:11,598 --> 00:34:14,184 You're safe here. I promise. 642 00:34:35,038 --> 00:34:36,456 She did a lot of things. 643 00:34:38,291 --> 00:34:40,710 A lot of things. Her... 644 00:34:41,461 --> 00:34:45,089 her favorite was probably hitting me with a hairbrush. 645 00:34:46,299 --> 00:34:47,717 Hitting you where? 646 00:34:49,135 --> 00:34:50,762 My butt, my... 647 00:34:51,638 --> 00:34:53,348 thighs, my stomach, my back. 648 00:34:53,431 --> 00:34:56,142 Like, just anywhere people wouldn't notice. 649 00:34:57,477 --> 00:34:59,979 - Why'd she do that? - To focus. 650 00:35:00,772 --> 00:35:04,776 She did it as, like, a form of motivation, I guess. 651 00:35:07,570 --> 00:35:09,197 Kinda like a dog. 652 00:35:10,573 --> 00:35:15,578 She'd do it to help me remember my lines, to remember dance moves, to finish songs. 653 00:35:16,204 --> 00:35:18,623 She'd do it to keep me from falling asleep 654 00:35:19,874 --> 00:35:22,085 to help me wake up on time. 655 00:35:23,837 --> 00:35:25,463 She'd do it if she caught me 656 00:35:26,631 --> 00:35:28,800 smoking or drinking 657 00:35:28,883 --> 00:35:32,220 or flirting with someone she didn't approve of. 658 00:35:35,348 --> 00:35:37,809 She'd do it if I overate, if I didn't exercise, 659 00:35:37,892 --> 00:35:40,436 or if she ever caught me 660 00:35:42,147 --> 00:35:44,149 smiling to myself. 661 00:35:50,822 --> 00:35:53,032 How long did this go on for? 662 00:35:53,867 --> 00:35:57,328 Until the chemo made her so weak she couldn't lift up a hairbrush anymore. 663 00:35:57,996 --> 00:36:00,039 You didn't fight back? 664 00:36:00,123 --> 00:36:02,083 - No. - Why not? 665 00:36:03,668 --> 00:36:06,379 Because there's just some battles you're never gonna win. 666 00:36:13,052 --> 00:36:14,262 That's so sad. 667 00:36:16,806 --> 00:36:19,392 - And no one said anything? - Nope. 668 00:36:25,857 --> 00:36:27,066 What about you? 669 00:36:29,986 --> 00:36:32,113 I don't know what we could've done. 670 00:36:32,822 --> 00:36:34,365 You sure about that? 671 00:36:37,118 --> 00:36:39,537 I did the best that I could at the time. 672 00:36:40,330 --> 00:36:41,790 - Really? - Yeah. 673 00:36:43,750 --> 00:36:45,251 How hard did she hit you, Jocelyn? 674 00:36:47,003 --> 00:36:49,047 Hard enough to break skin. 675 00:36:49,130 --> 00:36:50,590 Jesus Christ. 676 00:36:54,886 --> 00:36:56,888 And you felt like Xander was there for you? 677 00:37:01,476 --> 00:37:03,895 In a lot of ways, yeah. 678 00:37:03,978 --> 00:37:07,565 So, I'm guessing no one said anything because you're getting paid? 679 00:37:07,649 --> 00:37:09,526 Okay, that fucking wasn't it. 680 00:37:09,609 --> 00:37:10,652 - No? - No. 681 00:37:10,735 --> 00:37:12,153 What do you think? 682 00:37:15,073 --> 00:37:17,700 I think it was just such a horrible, fucked-up situation 683 00:37:17,784 --> 00:37:20,787 that no one really knew what the right thing to do was. 684 00:37:26,292 --> 00:37:28,169 Is there a part of you that wonders 685 00:37:28,253 --> 00:37:32,090 if the reason you're stuck is because your mother's not around? 686 00:37:40,682 --> 00:37:42,392 Yeah, absolutely. 687 00:37:44,060 --> 00:37:46,688 So, you, you miss it? 688 00:37:48,064 --> 00:37:49,190 Getting hit? 689 00:37:50,900 --> 00:37:52,444 The motivation it gave you. 690 00:38:00,702 --> 00:38:02,120 Sometimes. 691 00:38:06,875 --> 00:38:09,294 If you loved the music you were making 692 00:38:11,004 --> 00:38:12,797 would you have felt like it was worth it? 693 00:38:26,019 --> 00:38:27,228 Yeah. 694 00:38:43,411 --> 00:38:45,622 Leia, you look tired. 695 00:38:45,705 --> 00:38:48,124 Izaak, you should take her to bed. 696 00:38:50,376 --> 00:38:52,295 Yeah, all right. 697 00:38:55,799 --> 00:38:56,800 Come on. 698 00:38:57,592 --> 00:38:58,676 It's okay. 699 00:39:17,278 --> 00:39:18,488 Hey, 700 00:39:19,030 --> 00:39:23,243 all that trauma, you're gonna turn into inspiration. 701 00:39:24,577 --> 00:39:26,412 You're gonna tap into it. 702 00:39:27,455 --> 00:39:29,290 You're gonna feel it. 703 00:39:29,707 --> 00:39:31,543 You're gonna face it. 704 00:39:31,876 --> 00:39:33,711 You're gonna remember it. 705 00:39:34,754 --> 00:39:37,382 And you're gonna let it wash all over. 706 00:39:42,262 --> 00:39:44,347 You still got that hairbrush? 707 00:39:45,390 --> 00:39:46,391 Yeah. 708 00:39:47,767 --> 00:39:49,185 Go get it. 709 00:39:56,860 --> 00:39:57,861 Okay. 710 00:40:31,019 --> 00:40:34,230 Mmm, mm-mm 711 00:40:35,815 --> 00:40:38,401 I've been manipulated a hundred times 712 00:40:38,485 --> 00:40:44,032 But none of them felt so soft and kind and 713 00:40:44,115 --> 00:40:48,036 Hell is a place for what we tried but 714 00:40:48,119 --> 00:40:51,206 It never felt so wrong in my mind and 715 00:40:52,123 --> 00:40:55,335 Never understood why Mama cried 716 00:40:56,127 --> 00:40:59,547 Could it be because our secret time 717 00:41:00,173 --> 00:41:04,052 I always thought someday you'd find us but 718 00:41:04,135 --> 00:41:08,014 Waiting for you is like slowly dying 719 00:41:09,140 --> 00:41:11,434 'Cause you kept me warm 720 00:41:11,518 --> 00:41:17,273 You held me close until you let me go 721 00:41:17,357 --> 00:41:19,526 Now my blood is cold 722 00:41:19,609 --> 00:41:24,823 I never had the time to let you know 723 00:41:24,906 --> 00:41:28,910 Take me back, take me back 724 00:41:28,993 --> 00:41:32,247 Take me back 725 00:41:33,081 --> 00:41:37,043 Take me back, take me back 726 00:41:37,127 --> 00:41:41,089 Take me back 727 00:41:41,172 --> 00:41:44,801 All of me, take all of me 728 00:41:45,301 --> 00:41:49,180 All of me, all of me 729 00:41:49,264 --> 00:41:53,351 Take me back, take me back 730 00:41:53,434 --> 00:41:57,313 Take me back 731 00:41:57,397 --> 00:42:00,608 Where do we go from here 732 00:42:01,317 --> 00:42:05,488 Hold my heart and set me free 733 00:42:05,572 --> 00:42:09,492 Where do we go from here 734 00:42:09,576 --> 00:42:13,413 Kiss me with each melody 735 00:42:13,496 --> 00:42:17,500 You're someone I used to fear 736 00:42:17,584 --> 00:42:21,588 Because I loved your forbidden touch 737 00:42:21,671 --> 00:42:25,675 The thought of you cut so deep 738 00:42:25,758 --> 00:42:30,430 So, I'll open up my scar 739 00:42:30,513 --> 00:42:34,726 'Cause you keep me warm, just hold me close 740 00:42:34,809 --> 00:42:38,354 I'll never let you go 741 00:42:38,438 --> 00:42:40,815 'Cause now my blood is cold 742 00:42:40,899 --> 00:42:46,112 I'm waitin' for the day you call my phone 743 00:42:46,196 --> 00:42:50,200 Take me back, take me back 744 00:42:50,283 --> 00:42:53,369 Take me back 745 00:42:53,453 --> 00:42:54,788 This is really gonna hurt. 746 00:42:54,871 --> 00:42:56,414 Take me back 747 00:42:56,498 --> 00:43:00,668 But if you push through the pain, it'll be beautiful. 748 00:43:02,504 --> 00:43:06,508 All of me, take all of me 749 00:43:06,591 --> 00:43:10,553 All of me, all of me 750 00:43:10,637 --> 00:43:14,599 Take me back, take me back 751 00:43:14,682 --> 00:43:18,019 Take me back 752 00:44:05,900 --> 00:44:07,777 Thank you for taking care of me. 753 00:44:42,979 --> 00:44:45,899 Where do we go from here? 754 00:44:50,987 --> 00:44:53,782 Where do we go from here? 755 00:44:59,245 --> 00:45:02,290 Where do we go from here? 756 00:45:03,208 --> 00:45:07,045 Hold my heart and set me free 757 00:45:07,545 --> 00:45:10,423 Where do we go from here? 758 00:45:11,424 --> 00:45:14,969 Kiss me with each melody 759 00:45:15,470 --> 00:45:18,389 Where do we go from here? 760 00:45:19,474 --> 00:45:23,144 Kiss me with each melody